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2006-03-03 - 9:25 p.m.
Ok so maybe blow is too strong a word. But it definitely does suck. Quite a lot. I've held off from blogging for ages because I was kinda concerned that the vitriol, angst, bile etc that I feel each time I step through the hallowed hallways of work and sometimes even when I'm outside and visions of the plonkers hanging off hooks swish past before my eyes...I worry that that stuff will come into my writing...and it sucks enough feeling it without sharing it with anyone else, or having it written down for posterity to bring me down each time I forget what the entry is about and click on it inadvertently. But. I decided to give it a whang again today. I don't know what exactly was the impetus, but I guess reading other people's blogs and seeing how much fun they seem to be having made me miss having my own forum...as unread and unknown as it might be. Anyways...it's been rough the past few months. I never knew how good I had it at the previous place, but I guess that's common...now I really miss it...actually I just miss working in a place that's not gone blind-fucking-insane and is run by back-stabbing pig-fuckers. But maybe that's just me. On a brighter note...well, at least I have my health. Training has gone to shit because work ends here at 9.30pm on average. Another plus point to cheer about. I'm not asking for much, just maybe not having to work 12-hour days four out of the five days I earn my salary during the week. Cuz that just ain't cool. Does anyone listen ? Nope. Does anyone try to stick another one where the sun don't shine ? You betcha. No wonder there are so many alcoholics around. Alternate realities are so much more appealing when you live in shit. Ah well...some days you're the dog...some days you're the hydrant. I need a holiday.
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