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2005-03-08 - 4:39 p.m.
It's been a long break from blogging for me and I reckon it's cuz of all the stuff that's been going on. My last entry had me sounding a little down and out, as I'm prone to sounding once in awhile. I guess it's cuz I was feeling a little worn out...mentally, emotionally and physically. Which is never a good thing two weeks out from a Grand Prix. But you play the cards you're dealt I suppose. People were telling me that I sounded burnt out and that I should take a break but that's not really an option right now. Stockholm this weekend and Paris next is pretty tough, especially as they're both grand prix and hence double the normal world cup points, and both have team events after the individual, so not only will the big guns be there, A LOT of big guns will show up too. Sigh. But you gotta take your lickings before you can give 'em I suppose. After I get back in a couple of weeks, it's gonna be admin time as we work to sort out whatever is going on within the sport. Then FSC in mid-April, when hopefully I would have had some time to recover and perk up a bit. Then I think a quiet period of training and building up to the SEA Games in November is in order. I feel like I haven't really trained properly for a few months now. Always tired, abbreviated training, and some lucky results at competitions...not the recipe for a big result come the end of the year. Been getting a tad worried about stuff at work, stuff at home...not to mention socially. Ig reckons human growth hormone is the way forward. If I wasn't worried about developing neanderthal features, well, even more neanderthal than currently, I'd probably think about taking it. Promotes recovery, muscle growth, better skin, the fountain of youth etc. Alas it makes bones grow so you could end up with big feet, a jutting jaw and other chimp-like features. Travelling again tomorrow. Bleah. All the way to Europe. Hopefully I get bumped up a class or else it's gonna be a long flight over. See everybody in a coupla weeks.
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